or at least I did this morning. My plan called for a 2600 yd swim. I was pumped to do it last night. Actually looking forward to it, but then after some early morning work calls (like 3AM early), it pushed me waking up a little later, which meant I got to the pool a little later and set me up for a crap swim.
I got to the pool and I started my swim. After about 10 laps, I just didn't want to swim anymore. So I stopped at the wall after about 600 yards. I was really trying to figure out a way to break up the swim by maybe doing some 250's, or 100's, but nothing seem to get me excited about swimming. I really did not want to log a 600 yard swim, so I decided to man up and give it another go. I felt strong in the pool. It wasn't a problem of being too tired physically, I just didn't want to be there. So I stopped at 1000 yds and headed to the locker room.
So all day I have been wondering what my deal was? One thing I thought might have contributed to my apathy was that I have almost swam as many yards this year as I did last year! In 2011, I swam 84,992 yards and in 4 months of 2012, I have already swam 67, 831 yards, which does explain my swim time improvements. I still have about 2 more weeks of good training, then a taper week, then my Olympic Tri. After that, I start training for my HIM in Sept, so I know I will crush 2011 numbers in the water!
I think that we all have days where we hate a certain discipline of triathlon. I have had spells where I hate to run, or where I hate to bike, today it just happen to be swimming. I really questioned if I should just have made this a mental toughness thing and somehow squeaked out another 1600 yards, but that's not "Bringing It" is it? Remember how I vowed to "Bring it" every work out and all that "Fear The Hat" crap??? Sometimes, I think it is best to know when to not force something, that it is OK to shut it down once in awhile. Now, if this continues, then I have problems, but I have been very close to my training schedule and I have been flexible when I had to be.I feel like I am in the best shape of my life at 40! (Still no six pack either), and I know that I could go out right now and PR my Olympic triathlon. My confidence is high, so I am just going to count it up as one of those days. My next swim is scheduled for Thursday, it is going to be 2100 yards. I will Bring it!
